Blogmas Day 7: You don't know me

Hello you!

Today is day 7 of Blogmas and I want to tell you some things about me.

Just so you get to know me better..

Isn't that important? 

1. I'm a very opened person...obviously -_-

2. My name is Bozana but no one in Germany can pronounce it so they came up with calling me Bobi

3. I play the violin for 7 years now

4. I started playing a croatian instrument called Tamburica this year

5. ..by the way, my parents are both from Croatia

6. I was born in Germany, Munich

7. I sing whenever my parents aren't at home...I can't sing in front of them I don't really know why

8. I can get very moody over little things

9. Disney films and Capri sun make me happy

10. I love Christmas..duhh

11. I can speak Croatian, German, English and French

12. I hate French

13. When I eat sugar, I instantly get hyperactive and super happy

14. I am obsessed with penguins

15. I used to play volleyball but quit this year because we moved house

16. This is my favourite number

I hope you enjoyed this..weird post.

I don't really know what to think about this but oh well..

Here's a picture of a random cute little boy cuddling his dog instead

So cute.

Have a nice day everyone (:

Blogmas Day 6: Don't have wishes. Have plans.

Hey you little cheeky fella'

How you doin'?

It is the time of the year to start think about the wishes for 2015.

The standard wishes are probably to

To lose weight.

To be better at school.

To get a boyfriend/girlfriend hahaha

But I am here.

Now.

To write history!

We!! 

Yes we...will make a change.

Spoiler alarm...the title of the post already told you what I want to say.

No wishes.

We will make plans for next year.

You know I am graduating next year and it was always my dream to travel.

And now me and my bestfriend want to travel through Europe for one month.

It was always my dream and my wish to go study media design.

Now? It is my plan to start uni next year in October.

What I am trying to tell you is that you never give up on your dreams or wishes.

They will happen if you work hard and keep going.

Make plans.

I am here today on the 6th of december and I am telling you this one thing.

Let 2015 be the year where our dreams come true.

Blogmas Day 5: My Christmas story

Hello everyone :)

First things first...there are a few reasons why I didn't post yesterday

<> I had to go to see some doctors and had a check on my blood

<>  I don't like the number 4.

<> Why 4th if you can have the 5th

<> I'm a rebel

...I'm a rebel contains 4 words.

I am a rebel.

I chose to write it as I'm a rebel so there are only three words, that's how much I don't like that number.

...you can tell I've had sugar, right?

Anyways lets move on to the actual topic..I mean I can talk further about numbers and relate it to life if you want to? - ...No?..oh ok..

So I want to tell you about my Christmas and how it usually looks like since I have two kinds of celebrating it with two family parts obviously.

My mothers family lives in Croatia so we sometimes go there to celebrate Christmas with them.

In croatia, the children normally don't get any presents because you celebrate it with the old traditions.

On the 24th, some people decide (like my family and I) to go through the houses and celebrate with everyone.

Since it's a small town and you know everyone, it is alright to do that...I wouldn't do that with strangers. But yeah so we go through the houses, sit there for a few minutes and just talk and wish them a Merry Christmas eve.

I love that kind of Christmas because people there celebrate it for the real reasons of it.

One thing I don't enjoy that much is that there is alot of snow.

By alot I mean alot.

We literally get stuck in there.

My uncle ends up searching for his car since it gets 2-3 meters high..

oh well haha

The second way of celebrating my Christmas is with my fathers family.

Half of it is living in Hamburg, which is in Germany and the other half in Croatia.

We celebrate it in Hamburg, actually more often than we celebrate it in Croatia.

I have a better connection to my family here in Germany since we see each other more often.

We all go on summer holiday together in Croatia and all that.

What I love here is that we always go out and do stuff.

So we don't sit at home.

We make the best time out of the little amount we have.

For example.

It kind of got a tradition to go bowling..and to go to the cinema and ice skating.

And we sit down and look at all the old pictures and watch old videos.

We have aaaloooot of them and this is just amazing.

Also..I love Hamburg.

It is definitely my favourite city.

BUT

This year it'll be different.

Since we moved house, everyone from Hamburg will come here to Munich to celebrate with us.

The last time I celebrated Christmas was when I was 4-6 years old I think.

I can't really remember.

So yeah I can't wait for celebrating christmas with 13 other people in one house..

oh god that will be stressy.

And messy.

Anyways I hope you're having a great time :)

Blogmas Day 3: The poem that changed my life

Hello!

Today, I want to share an amazing poem.

This poem is my favourite and it really changed my life.

Whenever I read it, it gets me.

Every single time.

It's called Invictus and it's written by William Ernest Henley.

The first time I heard about that poem was when I watched the movie called "Invictus".

It's about Nelson Mandela's life and how he made it through 27 years of being in jail and how he achieved building up a kind of friendship between the two sides of South Africa.

This movie is amazing.

I absolutely love it.

You should definitely watch it.

Back to the poem.

This poem hits my emotional side every single time.

I think what Mandela said in the movie is that this poem gave him strength to go through jail and this hard time.

And reading this poem gives me strength.

Whenever I feel sad or down I read it.

And it does make me feel stronger.

It's not just the poem.

It's also the story about Mandela.

He is one of the people who did so much for this world.

He made a change.

And he was strong enough to get through all of it.

My favourite line in this poem is 

"I thank whatever gods may be for my unconquerable soul"

I mean the whole poem is just amazing.

I don't know,,maybe it's just me.

But I really wanted to share this.

In case if you're having a bad or hard time.

I hope it helps you as much as it helped me :)

Blogmas Day 2: I regret my actions, minds and words.

Hello :)

It's the second Day of Decembeeer whoop whoooop!

Today's topic is something that I think about a lot.

Sometimes..it happens quite often actually,

I start thinking about myself and the way I am living my life.

And then I end up asking myself the same questions every single time...

Am I happy with my life?

Am I happy with myself?

Don't get me wrong I am not talking about my weight or my style or anything related to that.

I am talking about myself as a person.

I have people in my life who can make me instantly happy just by looking at them and they've done so much for me.

I could never give them any of their love and happiness back.

I really want to be a happy and positive person and I do force myself to stay positive.

But I feel like I am not ...do you know what I mean?

Ugh it's hard to explain...this is not supposed to be a sad post

the time around Christmas just makes me really happy and...sentimental I guess?

I just want to give everyone the happiness back that I am getting every single day.

I want to be the person who can make someone's day.

I want to help.

I just want to be a good human.

Knowing that I did everything right in my life.

And I have to admit..until now I really regret a lot of things.

A lot of spoken words when I had my mood swings.

I feel really bad about it.

I want to change my attitude.

My way of living.

My way of seeing life.

I want to be happy.

But the most important..

I want to be the reason why other people are happy.

Blogmas Day 1: Is Christmas lost?

Hello everyone!

Sorry but I'm not in a really good mood today.
Eventhough it's the first of december...24 days left...then it's Christmas..

Nevermind about the mood thing OH MY GOD I CAN'T WAIT!!!

Anyways by the title of this post...my Blogmas is kind of starting in a negative thing..HA that's what you think!

Goot yaaa :D

Anyways.
Let me tell you a little christmas story.

On Friday I was sitting in my English class as always when Christmas suddenly came to my mind!
And of course...you know my by now...I had to share my mind with everyone again.

I can tell you that my teacher was really excited for it but the others...
Well there were some people who said they hate Christmas...they HATE it.

Can you believe that?
Then I asked them why to prove that their opinion was not invalid and I have to admit I understood them,

They said that nowadays...the Christmas spirit is lost.
The real reason why people celebrate Christmas...and I have to agree.
Everything that is going on is Christmas shopping...and okay I like giving presents to my family but this is not the real reason for Christmas.

You know my parents are from Croatia and this country is really religious..I mean I go to church every Sunday and about Christmas time I go there everyday.

So in my family the real reason for Christmas is not gone at all..of course we give each other presents but this is not so important..take me for an example
I don't even want to get any presents...okay I'm hoping for a smoothie maker this year...can you blame me for that?
C'mon a Smoothie-maker!! Amazing.

So in my eyes you can't really enjoy Christmas without having the real reason for it in your mind.
Don't expect presents or any other things.
Share your happiness and just enjoy being around your family and be thankful for everything you have.

Tell the people you love them.
It will make their day!
Trust me :)

I hope this was a nice start in december...and see it wasn't that negative!

See you tomorrow (:

Next month will be awesome!

Hey everyone!

I know today should be taking over Saturday…

BUT I’M SO EXCITED

Next month is Christmas!!!!

And I decided to be a part of Blogmas!

Yes that’s right.

I want to share my excitement with you!
I LOVE CHRISTMAS.

I’m not that kind of person who wants a lot of presents, I love Christmas for these sentimental reasons.

The whole city decorated with all these beautiful lights.
The feeling from coming into the warm house after being outside in the cold

The Christmas tree and all the Christmas cookies..oh the cookies! Mmmhm

I.CAN’T.WAIT.

I hope I made you as excited as I am!

P.S this will be my first Blogmas so be gentle with me!